Being There...

Especially for you, yes YOU, you know who you are…

I love you, tis true, but alas I don't want to be in a relationship with you, not yet, not now, but never say ever.

For times may come when being best friends is, more important than us being only just lovers, but hasten not in your final decision.

For only time will tell what the morrow brings, summer, autumn, winter, or spring, where flowers bloom and romances spring.  

This lines I write seem weird and confusing, at times I wonder what sense I am making.

These words that I write come from a heart near true, full of affection only for you.

Now seems to me the best time to say it, a promise to you, nay a vow more appropriate;

“If one day you should feel the need to cry, call me. I can't promise to make you laugh, but I promise I'll try to cheer you up.

If one day you wish to run and hide, call me, don't be afraid. I might be unable to stop you, but I'll run beside you.

If one day you feel no one listens to you, call me. I promise I'll listen quietly and be here for you.”

Only one thing I ask of you, you need not promise me if this be a burden to you, however if you chose so to do, this one promise I’d ask of you.

If one day you call me and get no answer, hasten to me, come fast to see me, it’s hard to say but you never know, that may be the time that I need you most.  

Thoughts & Feeling

Interesting poem, not very original, a few changes here, a few changes there, actually a large number of changes, but it's good, or I think it is, never gonna be more honest with myself then what I'm about "write" here.

Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you
Scared of these feelings I've once knew
I keep thinking of the best way to share
Hoping that feelings are returned, that you show you care
And then I drag my thoughts back to reality
I am back at square one, why does this keep happening to me?

Poems are stupid I swear I'll kill myself for this
But it's YOU, and your not like anyone I have ever met
How much longer do I have to wait, can I tell you yet?
Lost in an endless dilemma of do's and don'ts 
Then I sleep… and the dreams occur

Dreams I have, and some of you, so vivid and clear I find it frightening 
I feel a happiness inside, like there's nothing to fear
Dreams often have underlying meanings, not to be ignored, yet hard to follow
I may not fully understand their meaning, but I want you to hear
Hear what I say to you, know what I feel is true 
See from my face, hear from my words, words from a mind with only thoughts of you 

I need you, more than I ever thought I would 
I love you, more than I ever thought I could
Be with me always now and forever 
And be loved always like you should

Reminiscence

One of those mornings when you wake up and wonder about a chapter in your life, then you start the what if's rolling in your head, before you know it, your melancholy, but I guess that's life.

Video by WongFuProductions 

Here There Be Critters

With AGM finally done and gone, I have nothing but time to spare (one can only hope). 

Anyway, as I said AGM done, so I decided to reward myself today, nothing fancy mind, just a simple dinner. As things go, there is the common saying in my family 'OHANA' which means FAMILY, and FAMILY means outing usually don't go according to plan.

Nough said, with the initial plan blown away to all four corners of the earth, the plan now became an outing with THE CRITTERS, for those of you wondering, my cousins (massages forehead due to headache caused by said outing).

So the plan started out as dinner at Marche, which fortunately for some, went according to plan (if I had my way, we'd be eating something entirely different, however you win some and lose some). 

And now pictures, far to lazy to give an account of what transpired, I'll let the pictures themselves do the talking, so without further ado:

The Food

   

Sauteed Fungus 

Fungus Soup

Fungus Eater 

Fried tuber and cheese + bits and pieces of beef

Lamb Chop, as tempting as it looked, it left much to be desired  

Siham and Hobbit

Hobbit & her broomstick 

THE CRITTERS

...

Sometimes, I get this urge to separate this two with a crowbar 

After

We had plans to sing and dance, but as I said with family, don't bother planing, things often work themselves out, for better or worse (often worse), but hey, can't complain all in all wasn't so bad. 

So we ended up watching the movie titled 'The Host'

I will not give any comments about the movie, however a fair bit of warning, the movie was based of a novel written by Stephenie Meyer, the same person who wrote the Twilight Saga, enough said.

So it was a fun day to say the least, and why do I have the feeling hat my blog feels more like it's being used as a diary? Well is early morn, and I can't be bothered to give it to much thought. That about wraps things up.  

  

Four Years... And a Birthday Celebration

Wow, would you look at that, been four years, or three and a half if your actually counting.

Re-reading my previous POST makes me want to hang myself, looking back at then and now, I'm surprised at how much things have and haven't changed.

Makes me wonder at times how things would have turned out if I had done them differently. But bygones be bygones, and this is a BLOG, and I'm gonna make a POST, if just for the heck of it.

So what to post? Where to start? After some deliberation, what better way to start things off then a birthday? Not one those noisy, exciting parties, NO SIR, just one of those quite and uneventful ones.

Our story today takes place on Planet Earth, country Malaysia, state Selangor, venue Logan House Taipan. As they say, a picture speaks a thousand words, and I'm to lazy to write, so photos away, ahoy~yo.

THE FOOD

Mystery Soup made from some animals behind.

Odds and ends the chef decided couldn't be used as a main dish by themselves, but managed to turn into a main dish anyhow.

A closer look at the odds and ends dish.

Tenderloin Steak

THE PEOPLE

The Birthday Boy

Tweedledum & Tweedledee 

And that's all, gonna be awhile before there's any new post, believe you me.